MY BIG SECRET!!

I have a big mighty secret most of my closest friends dont know about....and I am about to share it, not because it's sweet, but because I have maaaany friends that are undergraduates, and this, I pray, would help them too.

I got admitted into Federal University of Technology, yola, to study Chemical Engineering. I didn't love the course at first because I always wanted to be a pilot....still do...*shines teeth*, but that is in the past now.

Year 1

There was freshers orientation organized for new students, I didn't attend it!! Guess which one I attended, FRESHERS NIGHT!!! Oh yes!! I am not ashamed to say I made a silly choice. Attending a freshers' night isn't bad....what you went there to do is your cup of ginger spiced zobo...if you followed any of the male students home that night...your cup of kunu.

Back to the topic at hand. I missed out on learning about CGPA, course credits, how to maximize it....sooo many things I missed. So I just studied, went for lectures and I read like every student would. 

First semester, GBAM!!! Result was pasted. One thing about my school, they paste your ID number, and all your grades in your courses, plus your GP. I saw mine, 3.28, my very first GP, and in my very smaaaaall and unexposed mind, I was overjoyed!! I felt I had arrived and this was the best GP ever!! I composed one mind blowing text and sent to my dad. "Daddy good evening, my result is out and I had....As....Bs and...Cs, my GP is 3.28. Join me in thanking God oooo". Just negodu!!

The reply I got from him mehn...it brought down my vibe instanta!! he said, "if you want to graduate with a 2-1, you better sit up and stop being happy with this result". I was sad, just felt he didnt want to rejoice with me so I don't lose focus. I STILL DIDN'T ASK ABOUT CGPA!!

Year 2

We had a borrowed course from Mechanical engineering department, Applied mechanics, how can I forget its name....*rolling my eyes*. I had been fed terror stories about the lecturer and the course and how half of the students MUST carry it over. From that moment, I lost interest in the course, I disliked the course and the lecturer...why? mindset!! I stopped attending lectures except it was extremely necessary. Guess what? I carried over the course. Ofcourse na, what did you expect??

Year 3

A very humbling experience. Attendance in that my carry over course was compulsory. I had to attend lectures with my juniors and the lecturer used every means possible to humiliate us. Funny enough, I kept my head down and studied that course. I went through past questions and noticed he had a consistent format. His questions had 3 sections, the first was compulsory with the highest mark, the other two were on random topics. I studied various examples on the first questions and relaxed. I knew I would show him shege when it was time. Exams came, I walked into the hall boldly, saw him standing with that smirk on his long face. He kept the "carry over" students where he could watch us, the space between us ehh, dont bother stretching your neck, you will die young!!

I answered question one perfectly!!! Dropped my pen and sat down. I knew it was more than enough to get me a C, I wasnt looking for an A or B, I just needed to stop this romance with the course. He kept asking if I was done, and it was my turn to smile. I had a C in that course eventually.

This was the year I started asking questions about CGPA. My CGPA was 3.03 now. My exam officer encouraged me, told me to put in more effort in the courses with high credit load.

Year 4

I had my first 4point semester GP. That's when I knew I had been dulling myself. It pushed my CGPA towards a second class upper. Second semester, we went for our 6months industrial attachment.

Year 5. 

I put in my very best...and by the end of first semester, I was in the second class upper category. congratulations kept pouring in. I didnt lose focus, because I knew I was standing on thin ice.

Prior to this, we were also told stories of this course, CRE, Chemical Reaction Engineering. You do one part in first semester, and the other part in second semester. They told us, that it was a very tough course and just pray for an E!! I was scared, and then I let myself hate the course!! I still read...but it wasnt good enough, I didnt put enough effort like I did in other courses, guess what? I FAILED it. Yess!! I did, not because I was a dull student, but because I hated the course.

Year 6

Not many people know of my year 6, maybe family and very few friends. Most thought my school delayed in processing our names for NYSC, but I had a carry over. I had to spend one extra year for just one course!! And the painful part, it was a second semester course. The part that tore my emotions into shreds, was that I had gone back into a 2-2. I was heart broken, my eyes were filled with tears as the new annoying exam officer kept yelling at me at the top of his voice, that I was playing around. I shook my head, the look I gave him was strong enough to strangle a lion. I walked out of his office, broken.

I still thank God till tomorrow for Engr Patrick, my lecturer. This is a man that owes me nothing!! He just does his business in the department, no problems with anyone. He came out of the office and rushed after me, called me aside, said I shouldnt listen to the exam officer. He told me he had a solution for me, and that I can still make a 2:1. All this while I kept quiet because I knew if I opened my mouth, I would start crying. He brought out a piece of paper, did some plenty calculations and asked me to follow him.

He drove me in his car to chemistry department. We got in, he met a fellow lecturer and explained my "condition" to him. The man allowed me to pick 4 courses from his department and add to my spill over course, so I would not be idle, and also to boost my GP. 

This is when I took up the teaching job, to keep myself busy too. Fast forward to the end, I made 4As in my borrowed courses, and a C in my failed course. ( I did same thing like my first carry over, answered the compulsory question and dropped my pen...loool).

And yes, I made the 2-1..

Note: a 2-1 doesnt guarantee you will have a job immediately after school, I waited almost 8months before I got a good job, infact I know people with 2-2 that are way better than I am....but there is this sense of pride that comes with knowing that you can push yourself above certain limits.

Whats the moral of my school history?

1. Don't take orientations for granted..you will learn something you never knew

2. Don't ever listen to people's opinion about a course..or the lecturer. Your hardwork will take you there.

3. Past questions help!! Read them alongside your notes.

4. Set targets for yourself. It will shock you when you beat it.

Have a looovely day.

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